Sophie and I are making an important decision this week. We would appreciate your prayers! We are deciding if we should move to Brussels. It's a big decision!
Carlton and Shannon, who lead the CA church plant The Well, have invited us to come join them. The Well is growing, and it is also becoming the home-base of Serve The City. It would also seem that a part of CA's European Strategy Centre is moving to Brussels. These are three very attractive things to us.
Why the hesitation? Well, we are just trying to make a good decision. We have made international movies before, but now are boys are a little older, and moves are a little more costly. Questions that we are dealing with particularly are: what schools can Joshua, Judah and Joel go to? How can this move also be an investment in their future? How will things work financially? Working with CA means we raise financial support: can we raise the necessary monthly amounts? And: can we seel our house and get enough money to pay of the mortgage?
Two things are in my mind lately: One, Sophie and I desire 'to give ourselves away.' In this world, where the story we find ourselves in is the story of Jesus redeeming the world to himself through people who are willing to not live for themselves, but for others, we want to give ourselves away. Here's the thing we are learning right now: you can only give yourself away in community. When we were released from Crossroads Rotterdam we lost our community. Since then, we have searched for how we can give ourselves away elsewhere - but aside from some small things here and there, we have really not had that possibility. This frustrates us.
Secondly, I feel I am learning a lot about fear, and so is Sophie. Fear is a strong force - and it keeps us from doing good things. We often fear what others might think, or the financial pressures, or the work and responsibility that can come with a decision to do something. Yet over and over in scripture Jesus tells us 'do not fear.' Sophie and I talked about this yesterday, and while we do want to make a good decision, we do not want to make a fear-based decision.
Basically, what it all comes down to, is this: is God calling us, leading us to Brussels? We suspect the answer is yes - but we are taking this time to really find certainty. Of course, in all important matters there is no such thing as certainty; there is only faith...
I write about this here because I want to invite you to pray for us - but if you have any input, I also want to invite that! If you have any thoughts, drop us a line, or add a comment!
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