
As of today I am on Sabbatical. I know: that sounds sudden. Sorry about that. I started discussing this with Rob Fairbanks, CA's President, when he visited The Netherlands in March. I had a couple of really good conversations with him.
What did we talk about?
First, I've been with CA for 14 years and have been involved in church planting for 21 years. I have been on CA's European Leadership Team for 3 years and have led the work in Europe for three (co-leading first with Phil Graf and next with Kevin Johnson). Truth is: I am tired. I am tired and I feel empty. I feel I cannot go on as is. There is no crisis now — but if a change is not made, a crisis will happen.
Second, I cannot sustain my way of life. I make my living as a photographer and I am grateful that I have been allowed to build up a growing business in spite of the economic situation in Europe. At the same time I have a serious responsibility with regards to CA's work in Europe. Doing both is challenging, very challenging. In fact: as both are growing it is becoming obvious this is not sustainable.
When Rob heard this he recommended I'd take a Sabbatical. We discussed this with the other leaders and, as of May 1st, I am officially on leave.
I'd never thought I'd take a Sabbatical. I thought Sabbaticals were for pussies... :-) But here we are and I can already sense this is probably a really good thing.
Not that I am going to be sitting on a beach somewhere, sipping Martini's. Well, not the whole time at least. Over the course of the last month me and some of the people around me have made a 'Sabbatical Plan.' It involves reading, resting, thinking, talking, doing some things I like, prayer and reflection and stuff like that. Roughly speaking there are three phases to this Sabbatical: Resting, Reflection and Reorientation. I like those three R's...
Current thinking is this Sabbatical will end on Dec 31st. What happens then is uncertain. That's what the next few months are about... I need to do (want to do) lots of good thinking. I've got lots of questions milling through my mind!
My intention is to journal some of my questions here on this blog and to see what response I get. You're thoughts are invited!
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